Letter to you
Can’t sleep… You fell asleep about an hour ago, I’ve been in bed trying too maybe that nap at 8 wasn’t so good huh? Nights like these are not so rare anymore. Most nights i just stare at you sleeping well me and your son are moving constantly. My mind thinks back to when we first starting talking over 5 years ago, in class I would tell you I didn’t believe in love...
I feel like all I do is eat from the moment i wake up to seconds before i hit the hay. Hmm Im used to eating whatever i want, before i was pregnant i would eat nothing but junk so now it’s hard not to run to chips and candy. 7 weeks to go….
Changed my URL from bulatrips to SpanishBee
and still waiting
so the plan was to come home from seeing my mom at my grams and play LBP2 but nooo 3 hours later im still waiting. My hubby is hanging out with his friends and I can’t play the story without him because he doesn’t want me to pass him. ha I’ve waited long enough I’m going to play!
And we're off
About to leave for my 4D ultrasound, I get to see my little boy… so excited and he is too haha hes moving like crazy right now. fun fact. All babies at 32 weeks have blue eyes. So we can all say we had blue eyes at one point.
I’ve been wanting to get our room ready since I was probably 3 months but now I really really want tooo! We seriously need to start getting big things for the baby. also we still need to find our little guy a name. ohh my… only 9 weeks left.
Ahh I didn’t think it would be this hard to pick a name for my son.
Writing it down so I can get it off my mind... for...
My mother is going to be homeless by the end of this month due to having no money, no job, no friends. I have no money to give and no home to share. This is the reason why I can’t sleep at night. This is why my eyes tear up. She tells me don’t cry because it will make my baby sick to stop thinking about it she’ll be okay. I hate money.