Jairo gets to go to Spectrum on Thursday. Lucky, Apart of me wants to go so bad but I’d rather stay here with Eli. I think its too early to leave him for more than an hour. I have a hard time with him being downstairs with his grandparents for more than an hour and that’s just a different room in the house. Not only that but if i were to go my breast would be killing me by the second hour and i wouldn’t even enjoy the show, my mind would be elsewhere thinking of Eli.
In the middle of the night:
I will be 23 years old. Wow 22 was a big year for me. Life changed so much. I got married, had a baby and finally become completely happy with my life.
I’ve had some rough years, so happy I came out with my head held high and not letting the past get in the way of my happiness now.
and it keeps getting better….