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My kid is hilarious, he has me laughing all day.

I woke up today feeling down. I’m really stressed out. I need a job as soon as possible. I’m starting to get depressed again, having my son has helped me in so many ways but its starting to come back. I’m sad and my husband doesn’t understand. I wanted to have a little party for my son but we can’t afford it. I feel like a shitty mom.

3rd rock from the sun is on netflix. now I have a show to watch well Eli naps.

My son’s going to turn 1 next month and I have no clue what we’re doing for him.

Eli does this thing were he shakes his head back and forth to music. Its hilarious and cute.

Thursday dec. 29th I noticed a little red dot on his leg. Later that night it had gotten bigger and it was hard. We took him to the Hospital. I told them i think a spider bit him. They gave us antibiotics and said it was a cellulitis. The next day his whole thigh was swollen and red. I called the hospital since his doctor was closed and the nurse said it was normal. He slept that whole day due to the pain. He had a temperature of 101. He couldn’t move without crying.The antibiotics the hospital gave us, Eli hated and threw up each time we gave it to him. So on the 3rd we took him to the hospital again, this time they called it a Abscess and gave us medicine for vomiting. The doctor there asked if i wanted to wait or for them to cut out the pus. I said wait. The next day we had an appointment with his doctor. He said it looks like it’s drying up and the medicine is working, so no cutting. He gave us a different antibiotic, which Eli will drink. It’s still red and hard but not as big as it was before and no more fever. He has half the bottle left and has to go back in 10 days.